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My pitas page
++Thursday, July 24, 2003++10:57 p.m.++
http://www.livejournal.com/users/the_spaz/
fuck pitas!!! im at livejournal now...check me out
++Thursday, June 19, 2003++09:24 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "AMBULANCE VS. AMBULANCE"-BLOOD BROTHERS
results came back: not good.....she has to get tested again. so i must wait another week and hope to god everything is ok. im scared and its not fair that some people worry about shit like whether or not someone likes them and i have to worry about this shit?! what the fuck?! i think im going to go to my brothers because this shit is too complicated. i dont care if im running away its not like anyone tries to help me deal with it anyhow. at least down there i dont have to be around it....... this summer sucks. i shouldve known
++Wednesday, June 18, 2003++02:23 p.m.++
borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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++Wednesday, June 18, 2003++12:49 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "I LIED MY FACE OFF"-ALKALINE TRIO
melissa....tonight is the hangout @ your house.... :) i think saturday im going to have a bonfire, beachfire, thing. you, jill, ronni, alex, and *anyone* else wants to come can show up. HEY, no drugs or alcohol...PLEASE. my neighbors will shit a brick if they see anyone drunk/high. i gotta ask my mom. everyone who wants to come can come. more on this later......................................................a-lso im talking to maddie.....<333333.....i miss sean alot today :(
*hizzeather* ( hahahahaha and maddie is now called mizzadisizzleon )
++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++11:37 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "KILLING A CAMERA"-BRAID (THANKS KEV FOR TELLING ME ABOUT THIS SONG)
i feel really left out because ryan never tries to get ahold of me or calls me. he is always with everyone else and he doesnt want to talk to me. i guess im not as important or good enough as they are... things with sean are great :) i didnt talk to maddie alot today :( but theres always tomorrow. i talked to kevin today too and we ar gonna hang out at my bros and watch super troopers hahahaha :):):) i cant wait to talk to sean tomorrow....im getting my hair cut next tuesday, and i talked to ben today too :) so it was a good day, kind of uneventful, just the way i like it :) i decided i want to volunteer somewhere i want to help people. i want to help everyone
++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++04:46 p.m.++
You come from the Future. Your soul came from a
different time, far in the future. You're just
a little bit a head of everyone else and you're
constantly wondering what lies ahead.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++01:51 p.m.++
You're Saves The Day...my favorite band...you're
worthy...get over it.
What emo band are you?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++01:50 p.m.++
You're a Get Up Kid(emo-rock). You live your
emotional life, and have some sensitivity, but
you're still in touch with the days back when
you were a punk rocker.
What emo band should you be in?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++11:42 a.m.++
Green Eyes
What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++11:20 a.m.++
You should be a Taurus, your responsible, artistic,
loyal, and generous, but you can be stubborn,
and hot-tempered.
~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++11:15 a.m.++
you're indie!
How can I label you?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++11:11 a.m.++
Young. Really young. I'd say anywhere from 15-35.
But you'll go out with a bang. You'll get in a
car accident or be shot. You'll never have to
see yourself get old. Sad though. Really sad.
By the way, its common knowledge that more
people with great goals and aspirations die
young. And if you want to die old, you'll die
young and vice versa.
At what age will you die?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++12:31 a.m.++
YOU SAW YOUR PARENTS HAVING SEX!!!
what's YOUR deepest secret?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++12:25 a.m.++
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++12:17 a.m.++
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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++Tuesday, June 17, 2003++12:13 a.m.++
You are wrist-banging
What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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++Monday, June 16, 2003++09:23 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY; "THIRTY THREE"-SMASHING PUMPKINS
i <3 this song. my mom and i were driving and it came on the radio and she blasted it. i have the cd but i havent listened to it in forever. i talked to ben and we decided to get the same tattoo, which is motherfuckin tight yo. I TALKED TO MADDIE ON THE PHONE TODAY, GOD I THINK SHE IS SO RAD. :) we have so much fun whenever we talk....97% of it is us laughing about something crazy :>) im glad her and john are together, they both deserve someone nice. woo maddie you are my girl!!! hahahaha :) i love you!
im talking to sean right now <3333 god i love him
"and you can make it last, forever you"
++Monday, June 16, 2003++06:24 p.m.++
you're bright eyes.. er, conor oberst (god he's
dreamy).. you basically are conor and whoever's
playing with conor. conor is god. oh so sexy.
really, really sad, and you should probably lay
off the bottle. maybe get some therapy? just a
suggestion.
the new and improved awesome kick ass emo band quiz
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++Monday, June 16, 2003++06:05 p.m.++
Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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++Monday, June 16, 2003++06:01 p.m.++
Rock on, dude! You are Punk music!
What type of music are you?
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++Monday, June 16, 2003++05:53 p.m.++
your bitch.
What swear word are you?
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++Sunday, June 15, 2003++10:24 p.m.++
jeez im bored.... or maybe i have a lot on my mind?
*THINGS ON MY MIND*
called maddie 2 but no answer each time,
wondering when im going to get paid for all the work i did,
hoping we have enough money this week,
need to listen to the cd i bought (vans warped tour),
need to clean my room,
hope my eye puffs down- hahahaha,
am i going to california?,
when are we getting the results for autumn?,
need to get things settled with ben,
honored that maddie asked me to be her maid of honor in her and john's wedding :>)!!!!!!!,
i love maddie and john, they are the 2 coolest people on the face of the earth,
is sean coming back on?,
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....ALEX IS MY FRIEND TO THE MAX!
++Sunday, June 15, 2003++09:16 p.m.++
EMOANDINDIE33: what is your paper about
SuNdayStArsFaDe: Edgar Lee Masters, he is a poet
EMOANDINDIE33: just say "in conclusion, his works have touched the lives of many"
EMOANDINDIE33: is that good
SuNdayStArsFaDe: lol thats to cheesy lol
EMOANDINDIE33: ahahaha
EMOANDINDIE33: so what it gets the job done doesnt it
SuNdayStArsFaDe: plsu the dude writes about deahts and failed marriages and cheating and shit lol
EMOANDINDIE33: hahahahha
EMOANDINDIE33:
SuNdayStArsFaDe: lol
EMOANDINDIE33: even better! i would do it to be a smartass
SuNdayStArsFaDe: lol and then fail lol
EMOANDINDIE33: ahahaha i would
EMOANDINDIE33: fuck it you are almost out of school anyway
SuNdayStArsFaDe: lol i think i might lol
EMOANDINDIE33: that would be HILARIOUS EMOANDINDIE33: im putting this convo in my journak
EMOANDINDIE33: *journal
EMOANDINDIE33: right now
EMOANDINDIE33: im updating
++Sunday, June 15, 2003++05:53 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "megan is my friend to the max"-reggie and the full effect
i got bit by a black fly, my eyes swollen. might have to go to doctor's later....made approx 30 dollars today
++Saturday, June 14, 2003++06:49 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "no, not now"-hot hot heat
today i mostly worked and i have about 30 dollars coming my way which is GREAT. school is out and i am happy. i havent talked to anyone from school but melissa and i hung out yesterday. so much for "hanging out every day" (aka jill, ryan)
++Thursday, June 12, 2003++02:49 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "THE REMEDY"-ABANDONED POOLS
wooohoo today was the last day of school and im happy. no more bullshit! :) im glad that i dont have to wake up early for 2 months. well i probably will but ya never know. im going to call maddie up on the phone in a lil bit
++Wednesday, June 11, 2003++10:00 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER"-MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
talked to kevin today for the first time since spring break. holy shit we had a riot talking about super troopers :) we are going to try to hang out by my brothers this summer. things are okay tomorrow is the last day of school, so of course im happy. i got a 96 on my american history exam. lets pray i can shit out a 'b' on the last two exams so im good.
++Tuesday, June 10, 2003++10:21 a.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY " shoulder to the wheel"-saves the day
im at school right now. i just straight up failed my biology exam. im pretty pissed but what can you do. things are NOT good right now. i think my mom is going to get back together with her asshole ex boyfriend.....A MESSAGE TO YOU JIM: FUCK YOU JIM
im glad that school is almost over for the year. ben emailed me yesterday too which was nice. i havent talked to sean. fuck it
++Monday, June 9, 2003++09:25 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "TORCH TO END ALL TORCHES"-THRICE
today was a pretty decent day. school gets out thursday
++Sunday, June 8, 2003++10:04 p.m.++
EMOANDINDIE33: my sister got tested again for cancer
TEENAGE Rl0T: o
EMOANDINDIE33: we get the results back in 2 weeks
EMOANDINDIE33: thats all you can fucking say is o
TEENAGE Rl0T: what do u want me to say
what the hell is that about, someone tell me
++Sunday, June 8, 2003++08:05 p.m.++
CONTINUED....
so today i found out that autumn went back to get tested and we have to wait 2 weeks for the results. i dont know if i can wait that long. im going to be obsessed with it. even right now i am crying because im scared as fuck. the only person that can relate is mike because hes going through the exact same thing. i look at these people that are crying because they dont have a boyfriend and im crying because my sister could be sick. its not fair. i would rather me be sick than her. this has been a huge reality check for me. i dont know what exactly to do....
++Sunday, June 8, 2003++02:01 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "DRAMA SUMMER"- THE STARTING LINE
4 days of school left. i cant wait to go to my brothers house down in the city. im tired of living in a humdrum town. this weekend was awesome but im glad its over so school can come and be done with. i get to go to mike's house (my brother) when his step son gets back from indiana, which is a week after school gets out. i hope ben gets online tonight so i can talk to him, and i hope things with sean get a little better. i dont know how to explain that. i hope its a good summer. i deserve one, god damn it. hahahaha :) my sister is having problems with ryan so i think that wont last long.
++Wednesday, June 4, 2003++06:14 a.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "BACK TO SCHOOL"-DEFTONES
so why dont you run back to school?
last night i didnt sleep. i slept for one hour i wonder why. today i feel half dead my mom is talking to me right now but i cant really say shit because im so tired. i dont want to go to school today but fuck it i might as well. my mom is going to see how much a cd burner is today so maybe i can get one
++Tuesday, June 3, 2003++06:34 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "GREG'S LAST DAY"-THE STARTING LINE
i had an okay day. inschool was boring but whatever. im just glad im done and my slate is clean. no detentions, no referals, no nothing. i just cant wait for the end of school, its near but its so far. bri and i have been talking alot and we both agree this was the worst school year. i think that on friday im going to melissa's but i dont know since my mom is all paranoid about me going to the concerts. i know why but i dont think its a big deal. oh yeah, there's bad blood in my family too right now, thats all i gotta say...
++Monday, June 2, 2003++06:56 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "CONGRATULATIONS SMACK AND KATY"-REGGIE AND THE FULL EFFECT
i twisted my ankle today being stupid in the hall. jill and i were playing hopscotch down the hall and i tripped over someone's feet. it hurts like hell and it wont turn sideways. if it hurts like this in a few days i gotta go to the doctor. what the hell is with all this pain, i cant stand it! :( other than that, life is good got inschool tomorrow but what else is new...
++Sunday, June 1, 2003++06:47 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY-"IN THIS DIARY"-THE ATARIS
this weekend was fucking awesome! i went to my brothers house and stayed the night. i watched a bunch of good movies like natural born killers and super troopers....it was awesome. i went to hooters today with erik, mike m, josh, lawrence, and gary. it was soo funny lawrence put balloons in his shirt like he had boobs and i got a picture of it. i cant wait to get those developed. its going to be the shit! i ate way too much food this weekend and i never want to eat like that again. melissa is leaving for vegas july 5th, i am so happy that she is staying here for a little while this summer (if you are reading this, i love you girl!:)
++Wednesday, May 28, 2003++09:48 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "WAGGY"-BLINK 182
i am in a weird mood right now. part of me just wants to get the internet shut off for good. i dont know what that is. i spend too much time on here. i dont even really talk to anyone except sean. ben doesnt seem like he wants to talk to me alot anymore. i guess the get up kids were right when they said ALL GOOD THINGS HAVE ENDINGS... in good new i made 10 dollars today and then jill made me a cd with a bunch of good songs on it. melissa burned me a thrice cd... HO RA there goes all my songs off of kazaa. next it will be deleting the screenames and then i might be free....maybe.
++Tuesday, May 27, 2003++07:09 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "letters to you"-finch
today went by fast. much craziness going on at the moment. all i can say is hakjhtjhgkhsgkjhgskjhjdskh
hahahaha but seriously. im talking to sean and everything is good. its good to be alive
++Monday, May 26, 2003++09:15 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "bankrupt on selling"-modest mouse*** i love this band
nothing too exciting tonight. i have to go back to school tomorrow. woooo at least its tuesday. i had an AWESOME weekend but now its over, sadly. i had lots of fun. if you dont know what OMISH is please ask me, i think its rather interesting. maybe im the only one hahaha
++Saturday, May 24, 2003++09:27 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "BLINDFOLDED"-SAVES THE DAY
still sick, got 10 gel pens for a dollar today!!! HO RA hahahaa :) havent talked to anyone really, just hanging out at home. my sis is supposed to come home tomorrow. im sure she WON'T...in other news im bored and nothing is really new. i want to go to jill's so i gotta call her and tell her...
much love to everyone tonight
*Heather*
++Thursday, May 22, 2003++06:47 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "RADIO"-ALKALINE TRIO
today sucked. im sick and i am really tired too. my sinuses are acting up, its that time of the year. maddie is eating raw ketchup hahaha it makes me want to throw up just hearing that. she is awesome as hell. she and john are the best couple ever, and its true! :>) hahahaha she also had a chinese phone. i know that sounds weird but who cares??? hahahaha i think its funny...
++Wednesday, May 21, 2003++04:48 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY "GIVE IT UP"-HOMEGROWN (thanks ryan for telling me to download this)
talking to sean..listening to music. my mom is estatic about her new job :) everything is good in the Milewski house. i just realized that i didnt have a life before until now. i used to stay home from things to go online. how lame is that? i think its VERY but now its different.
++Tuesday, May 20, 2003++08:34 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- "PARADISE"PUBLIC DISTURBANCE
woo sorry for no recent updates, been busy helping out everyone. travis, jim, and ryan are putting out a cd so ive been going crazy trying to help them. other than that 15 days left of school HO RA
ps...got my car today :)
++Saturday, May 17, 2003++06:09 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY- king of the road-piebald
good things happened today went out to eat with my family. tomorrow my bro is coming home. i think sean is coming back tonight maybe ill talk to him? (fingers crossed)
can't believe i loved something as yellow as you
he's gone so deal with it man
++Friday, May 16, 2003++06:43 p.m.++
SONG OF THE DAY-monterey peninsula bike scene-taking back sunday (old school playa)
today i just crashed when i came home. im drinking some faygo(only in michigan :) melissa had the hookup right in her hands but shes waitin for dan...also there is this kid Ray at school that ive been talking to. hes a major thursday fan and thats aweosme. we got lots to talk about.i got a new friend :):) i think this weekend is the hangout at Ronni's house. i gotta go see if shes home from playing soccer yet...
to be continued
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